Missy's Journal 20

Ha... Maybe I should make another journal on Monday...

*sigh* Whatever... No one really reads this anyway... Not even my stories, I mean, I even submitted it to ADISC and no one has even touched it Y_Y

I guess I don't really like ADISC that much anymore, I mean I guess ADISC was never as good as TBDL.org, but with Kraiden leaving, it's gotten somewhat serious. I mean people like to bitch that it hasn't changed and that people should stop causing drama with leaving posts. But while some people are being attention seeking drama queens, you can't deny the touch of truth in it.
The real veterans of TBDL.org were bitches and hard-asses :p I'm joking... but it was kind of true. It had that anti-bullshit and anti-pervert value that people were able to express against and have fun with. It wasn't unwelcoming, it just meant that people needed to shape up to fit in. My first posts to TBDL.org were shamefully pathetic, but thanks to the bitching and joking of members, I shaped myself up.
Now, it's not really that ADISC has dropped their values so much. It's that it's taboo to really express your emotion about those values. It wants to invite lots and lots of members (And I find small, quality forums are better, but anyway) and wants the member to be friendly and not as hard on the masses that are joining. They didn't even allow people to continue to use funny captioned pictures against people.
It's kind of sad that the admin deleted Kraidens leaving post, But forums are dictatorships after all. You just want a dictator you like...

Now the point is, ADISC isn't a crap site. It's still a very good one, It's just that I yearn like others, for a ABDL community that's more like what disgruntled TBDL.org veterans are looking for. DLTown had that kind of attitude, but being a social networking site, It had too much freedom for perverts and trolls to waste the bandwidth uploading stupid videos and pictures and looking at other peoples stuff. And realistically, social networking sites aren't unified, so the community is just the people you chat with a lot.

Ha... I really need to update my links at some stage... Probably have to give Lily's post tags too... It's great that someone else uses this forum though, even if they speak in baby talk :p

*sigh* It's my birthday on Monday and still no plans, not even for the weekend. I guess I'll have to chase after someone to hang with, But friends or family? What day should I be with who? I know I haven't asked for anything. But it's disheartening that I have to chase up plans myself. No friends or family that even force me out somewhere. I just wanna have a bit of fun on my birthday or atleast this weekend. Living alone means I there's no one at home to even do anything with, So I probably have to make plans... Oh... look at the time... I don't even have time today to go shopping in the city with anyone. I hope my brother can atleast take me to some random movie tonight though, Maybe I'll go to the city with friends tomorrow and do something with them. I just don't know

Ha... I'm a selfish little bitch, complaining about my birthday, but I got over self-depriving thoughts of birthdays in previous years, and it's not like I've ever done much for my birthday. I'm just a lonely girl looking to feel wanted. Wish I could have my internet installed at home already... they're taking too long... I guess I WON'T have it before my birthday.

Anyway... Bai bai invisible readers... Hug-hug...